How many times have you said that in your life? I've said it too many times to know. I'm doing things a little differently this time. I don't mean it. I'm just going with the flow. I'm going to see what happens. I'm not going into this with any unrealistic expectations or unwanted heartache. What ever happens will happen and I am just going along for the ride. I'm tired of disappointing myself. This time will be different because I'm not playing by the rules. I'm just making them up as I go. Today is day 5 and I've already lost 9.4 lbs. I'm not going to sit here and pat myself on the back. I'm just going to relax and enjoy the ride. Well, I'm off to the gym. I mostly go so I can use the massage bed but while I'm there I might as well use the treadmill right?
-Penny
